My ups, my downs, my sucess my failure- with weight loss. I've always blamed everything else for my over indugence in food. Birth control and college and not knowing how to handle stress of work. But I've never actually said "This is my fault" which is funny because I was so prepared to blame my self when I reached my goal weight. I could say it was all me then but couldnt take responsiblity for it now. The mess that I am, the heavyness I have become until today. I was beating myself up in the shower just thinking,if I wouldnt have stopped or given up this time or that time I'd be skinny.
But because of college or work or any excuse I could think of. I just couldnt finish. Well today that is no more. It is January 1st 2011. And I've had enough with my excuses that run through my head. Not just in weight loss but in everything, EVERYTHING. This year I'm going to stop putting things off till monday. This year I'm going to learn to just stop and walk away from over indulgence. This year I will meet my goal of being 125 by the end of second semester. This year it is time for me to make a change in MY life and stop looking at everybody else's life. Hoping I look better off then them.
This year I want to put on clothes and feel sexy again. This year I want to make new friends and have more meaningful relationships. This year I want to work on me just for the sake of working on me. This year it is all attainable. This year there is no obsatcale, no hurdle, no leap I cannot over come.
The year of POSITIVITY,PROGRESS & SUCESS
This is MY year :)
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