Well well well, after the bumps and hurdles of losing weight. I had given up and it completely upset me because I got so far. But I
haven't been the same since. I can't wait to start my workouts again and get back on to a healthy diet.I will be 20 in about 5
months and i would LOVE to be at my goal weight on my twentieth birthday. Even if it means I have to hide under a rock for 4
months I will do so. I have made a schedule so that I work out everyday, between work and school. There are so many things I
want for myself but one thing I know I want for sure it to be able to fit into a pair of jeans I used to wear all the time, my senior
year in high school. To wear those jeans on my birthday or christmas day would make me so happy and no one is standing in the
way of my happiness except me. So i have to push my head and ignorance aside and do what I KNOW works. I'm telling myself to
accept the fact that it won't be easy. And accept the fact that everyone else isn't doing it because they aren't me. This is my path
and no one else's. I have to show myself I can commit to something that matters to me and actually follow through on it for me.
So feel free to check on me and see how i'm doing. I'm even posting pics, to show how serious i am. I want everyone to see my
before pics and I wanted to post it to keep myself motivated and get be able to post my after pic and be simply amazed. I was
175 pounds. Unhealthy and unhappy.
But that changes today :)
B. Young
